Ever thought of Suicide:

When times are tough and you don’t know which way to turn, I’ve found that times ahead are always better, so just look past this, & look to the future.  Think about people that would miss you.  Think about people that you would miss.  Think about things that only you could change in the world, for good.  Don’t keep things to yourself, call everyone you know and tell them your thoughts and make sure they know you’re serious.  Ask them to listen to you, and for them to help you see the future, as a better place with you in it.

For immediate assistance, call:  1-800-SUICIDE or 1-800-784-2433